How to get back my Love?

After almost 9months break up with Him, I just realized my live is nothing!
but now, HOW????? How I can get back him to be with me like before??
I love him so much, but I don't know how to tell him..
I never love someone like I love him.

Break up with him like a ruination for me!
even I know, when we were still together we always fight each other,
but we still love each other.

When I have to accepted the fact that I should break up with Him,
it ruins my life completely..

This year I celebrate New year, alone, without Him. totally different with last year when we were still together. :(
I wish he was here.. I miss him so much..