Tell me what should I do!

NOW, he is gone!
He won't come back to me..
He doesn't want me anymore!

Tell me, HOW??
How am I supposed to live without him??
HOW?? Anybody can tell me!

How am I supposed to carry on??
When all that I have been living for is gone!!

I hope that one day we will back together!! That is what I really want!
we will back together, and we will build a happy family..
That is what my dream.. but it was only my dream!!
It is just a dream of mine is coming to an end.

I won't blame you, because I know how bad I was to you..
and maybe, it deserves for me!

One important thing is, I love him!!
I LOVE HENTO so much! :'(

Masihkah Bumi disebut sebagai Ibu?

Tanggal 8 maret adalah perayaan hari perempuan sedunia. Tahun 2012 ini International Women's Day (IWD) mengambil tema 'Connecting girls, inspiring futures'. Sedangkan PBB mengambil tema 'Empoer Rural Women-End Hunger and Poverty'.
Berdasarkan kenyataan bahwa, tidak mungkin mencitakan perdamaian, keamanan dan kemajuan sosial jika masih ada hak-hak manusia yang di langgar. Singkatnya, jika mayoritas perempuan masih ditimpangkan, maka IWD harus terus di peringati.
Pada satu sisi, hubungan gender menjadi satu persoalan tersendiri, padahal secara fakta persoalan emansipasi kaum perempuan masih belum mendapat tempat yang sepenuhnya bisa di terima.
Secara konsep, emansipasi telah diterima, akan tetapi konsekuensi dari pelaksanaan emansipasi itu sendiri masi belumlah seideal yang di harapkan. Kaum perempuan diberi kebebasan untuk memperoleh pendidikan dan kesempatan untuk bekerja tetapi mereka tetap saja di ikat dengan norma-norma patriarkhi yang realtif menghambat dan memberi kondisi yang dilematis terhadap posisi perempuan.
Pemberdayaan perempuan di desa-desa memang terikan dengan kelapan dan kemiskinan. Rendahnya pengeluaran keluarga akan berdampak pada rendahnya partisipasi penduduk perempuan terhadap pendidikan. Asumsi kunonya, 'perempuan disekolahkan tinggi-tinggi ujungnya toh juga berakhir di rumah dan dapur'. Oleh karena itu yang lebih diutamakan adalah pendidikan anak laki-laki.
Belum lagi sejak 1998 upah buruh perempuan di desa menurun dari tahun ke tahun. Kecenderungan penurunan terjadi hampir di semua provinsi. Kondisi itu di duga terkait dengan krisis ekonomi yang terjadi sejak 1997 yang menyebabkan banyaknya pemutusan hubungan kerja yang lebih banyak terjadi pada perkerja perempuan.
Di sisi lain, kaun perempuan di perbolehkan berkerja dengan cacaran harnya sebagai penambah pencari nafkah keluarga sehingga mereka berkerja harnya di anggap sebagai "working for lipstick" belum lagi kewajiban utama mengasuh anak di bebankan sepenuhnya kepada perempuan.
Secara kenyataan saja, emansipasi masih menemukan persoalan tersendiri, apalagi gender yang merupakan konsepsi yang sangat mengharapkan kesetaraan hubungan yang serasi dan harmonis antara kaum perempuan dan kaun pria.
Entah apa yang terjadi, ketimpangan masih saja terjadi, padahal bumi adalah simbol "Ibu". Yang melahirkan, menyusui, dan yang membesarkan penghuninya. Masih layakkah kita menyebut bumi sebagai Ibu? Ketika penghuninya masih memandang perempuan dengan sebelah mata.

This is about what I feel..

You will never feel, how much pain is that until you really losing someone that you really love.
Like a nightmare come to your life and not only in your dream!
When he is gone, I just regretted and feel so stupid and I realize that he won't come back for me anymore.

No matter how much you love him, he won't care anymore,
because his heart already broken before yours.
And when he found someone else that replace your position in his heart,
You will feel like so much pain and really regret that you get,
but one thing that you should know, its too late to regret!

Why he have to go when I realize that my heart can't lose him??
Why I am so stupid to hurt him??
Why I can make him stay with me till forever??
Why when I was with him, I never say "I Love you"
until he is gone? WHY??

The answer is because I am so stupid as a woman!
I'm so regret, :((((( and everything is just too late..
I wish I could undo this time, to fix it and to say that I can't lose him!
Because I really love him, no matter what.. :(

Hento, Please don't go :(

I know, everything was happened to us, just like nightmare for you..

I know how bad I was to you,

but one thing that you should know that I love you more than everything,

I can't lost you..

even I know, its too late to say it!

I don't know, whether you care or you don't care anymore to me..

Give me a chance, :(

Can you please stay with me?????

Don't leave me alone.. PLEASE!

Pleaseeeee.. Don't go! Don't leave me! :'(

 

   

Someone that I want is you, all that I need is you!

I apologize about everything was happened, 

just give me one more chance to live with you..

I beg, Mr. H.. :(

I regret, because of me you got so much pains..

Now, one thing that I know, that now you hate me so much

and you don't want me anymore.. :(

I hope, someday we will back together,

you will give me one more chance,

you will forgive me,

and you will change ur mind.

Because, I love you so much.. :(

What is White day?

White Day is a romantic holiday celebrated in Japan, Taiwan and South Korea. The holiday falls on March 14, one month exactly after Valentine’s Day. Tradition in these countries holds that women are supposed to give men romantic gifts on Valentine’s Day, while men are supposed to return the favor on White Day.

Valentine’s Day in parts of Asia has expanded beyond the Western version of the holiday. Instead of giving gifts to spouses or boyfriends, some women in Japan feel duty-bound to present gifts of chocolate to all male co-workers. The tradition is called giri-choco, combining the Japanese word for obligation with the common word for chocolate. Girls may also give honmei-choco, candy to loved ones, or tomo-choco, candy for friends.

In 1978, the Japanese National Confection Industry recommended that men return the favor on March 14th, not coincidentally boosting confection sales. The day was originally called Marshmallow Day, as Ishimura Manseido, a candy company, created marshmallow treats specifically as gifts for this new holiday. Other companies soon followed, specializing in white chocolate treats. The day eventually became referred to as White Day, although gifts of regular dark chocolate are now common.

Gifts given on White Day often exceed the simple presents of Valentine’s Day. Presents to lovers and wives are supposed to be expensive, such as lingerie or jewelry. Men also conform to giri-choco, returning the favor to female co-workers out of obligation. This can occasionally lead to confusion, as romantic gifts can be mistaken for obligatory ones and vice-versa.

Some scorn is leveled at the celebration, as it is considered by some to be a purely commercial holiday. The confusing issues of obligation and romance are seen by some as a desperate attempt to boost chocolate sales. This has led some Japanese and Westerners to label White Day a “Hallmark Holiday,” using guilt and social obligation to boost sales of gift items.

In recent years, a new tradition has been created in Korea called Black Day. This is comparable the ironic American tradition of Singles Awareness Day, a holiday that bitterly mocks the prevalent romantic traditions of Valentine’s Day. Black Day is held on the 14th of April, one month after White Day. Traditionally, those who received no Valentine’s or White Day gifts gather in restaurants or at parties to eat noodles in black bean sauce.

White Day is a relatively new holiday, but seems to be quite popular throughout Japan. One informal survey of 13,000 Japanese citizens suggested that around 57% purchased or received gifts for the holiday. Three percent, or about 390 respondents, said that they gave or received between five and twenty gifts. Despite detractors, the holiday appears to be gaining more fans each year.